Living with Alex was as if I possessed one of the best cars in Bulgaria - a wonderful, powerful red Ferrari. Everybody envied me and admired me, having the chance to drive this unbelievable car...But oh boy, it was the most difficult experience in my life to drive such powerful, strong, expensive car....I was just a normal girl, who had to take place in the racing on the high speed road when I was 20 years old...and to be on the high speed road you have to win...there is no other way...otherwise the crush will follow...So I had to drive this Ferrari-Alex for 22 years and to try to be among the first 10th in the rang list....But God, driving it, I had to be extremely careful about each gesture, each word, even about each thought....because if I was not enough careful, I would lose the control and will lose my life, physically...After that....it was a crush...but a crush on the high speed road means to lose the life....means death....so I had no car any more, my navigator is shining from the above...and I don't like to race any more...
Alex, you were the best thing in my life….something which I could not realize and never told you how much I love you, how important you were for me. You were not a standard man, you were a planet…Oh, my God, how much I miss you! Alex, I miss your music, your voice, your smile, your intelligent irony, even your sharp organized tone…I miss your brown eyes and your eager desire to live…Gospodi, kolko mi lipsvash I kolko te obitcham! (Oh, God, how much I miss you and how much I love you!)
Alex, Thank you for being a part of my life!
Alex, Thank you for the shared pains and joys with you!
Alex, Thank you for being father of the best kids in the world…our kids!
I love you, Alex, please, forgive me!
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